...life happens

vampayra:

Mom, I know this might sound stupid. But I want to thank you for carrying me inside your womb for 9 painful months. For making yourself safe not just for your own, but also for me. For giving me a birthday to celebrate every year. For singing a lullaby just to make me fall asleep. For reading me a story about a princess named after me, and making me believe that the princess was actually me and I might as well find my prince upon the future. For hugging me so tight when I had a bad dream and then tell me that everything’s gonna be fine as long as you’re with me. For being so supportive even you’re too busy. For listening even all I say were complaints. For being my shoulder to cry on when I’m in pain when an asshole suddenly broke my heart. For every effort you exert just to give me a wonderful life. For everything. Thank you for everything.

I know a simple “Thank You” wont do. But still, I want to thank you. Thank you for your existence. Thank you for my life. I know you’re no longer getting younger. Everyday, you’re getting old. I am sorry I wasn’t sometimes there when you need me. I am sorry I never even asked you if you’re okay. I am sorry if you thought you raised an imperfect child. I am sorry that I cursed and it hurts you a lot. I am sorry for every little bad thing I did. I wish it’s not too late to make it up to you and make you feel special. The way you treated me.

I promise, to myself and to the whole wide universe, I will do the same for you when you are old. I will carry you when you can’t walk to the bathroom. I’ll keep you safe and not let a single mosquito get in to you. I’ll sing you a song for you to have a good night. I’ll make your birthdays extra-special. I’ll listen to your stories about anything. Either your love story or the likes. Just speak. I want to hear your voice as sweet as the last time you sang me a lullaby. I’ll tell you a story about a queen named after you and tell you how perfect she is. I’ll hear every single word you’ll say even you’re murmuring.

I love you. You know that. I know, you feel even when I don’t say everyday. I hope so. You are the best thing that’s ever happened to me, well aside from my prince that you once told me. I love you and I will do anything just to make it up to you. Name it. I love you despite of everything. You are my one and only queen and I love you for everything.

(Source: ao-oa)