Don’t be afraid to be human –- you’re human, you’re going to have emotional days. You’re going to have days when things suck and then some days when things are great, but don’t feel guilty because you’re experiencing that. Don’t feel guilty from being human.
Jason Mraz- I Won’t Give Up
Avalanche City - Love, Love, Love
I hate how the universe decides to show you what you want the most, dangle it in front of you, lets you think you can have it but tells you that you can’t.
I feel like I have everything and nothing at the same time.
Mom, I know this might sound stupid. But I want to thank you for carrying me inside your womb for 9 painful months. For making yourself safe not just for your own, but also for me. For giving me a birthday to celebrate every year. For singing a lullaby just to make me fall asleep. For reading me a story about a princess named after me, and making me believe that the princess was actually me and I might as well find my prince upon the future. For hugging me so tight when I had a bad dream and then tell me that everything’s gonna be fine as long as you’re with me. For being so supportive even you’re too busy. For listening even all I say were complaints. For being my shoulder to cry on when I’m in pain when an asshole suddenly broke my heart. For every effort you exert just to give me a wonderful life. For everything. Thank you for everything.
I know a simple “Thank You” wont do. But still, I want to thank you. Thank you for your existence. Thank you for my life. I know you’re no longer getting younger. Everyday, you’re getting old. I am sorry I wasn’t sometimes there when you need me. I am sorry I never even asked you if you’re okay. I am sorry if you thought you raised an imperfect child. I am sorry that I cursed and it hurts you a lot. I am sorry for every little bad thing I did. I wish it’s not too late to make it up to you and make you feel special. The way you treated me.
I promise, to myself and to the whole wide universe, I will do the same for you when you are old. I will carry you when you can’t walk to the bathroom. I’ll keep you safe and not let a single mosquito get in to you. I’ll sing you a song for you to have a good night. I’ll make your birthdays extra-special. I’ll listen to your stories about anything. Either your love story or the likes. Just speak. I want to hear your voice as sweet as the last time you sang me a lullaby. I’ll tell you a story about a queen named after you and tell you how perfect she is. I’ll hear every single word you’ll say even you’re murmuring.
I love you. You know that. I know, you feel even when I don’t say everyday. I hope so. You are the best thing that’s ever happened to me, well aside from my prince that you once told me. I love you and I will do anything just to make it up to you. Name it. I love you despite of everything. You are my one and only queen and I love you for everything.
Zedd - Clarity
I am learning to be at peace with what can happen. It might be long and lonely ahead. There could be intolerable days and nights.
Then again, that’s what back-up plans are for.
Taylor Swift x David Guetta | ‘Red Titanium’ (MASHUP)